urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:letscryaboutit letscryaboutit letscryaboutit 2004-10-13T20:26:06Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:letscryaboutit:989 2004-10-13T20:26:06Z 2004-10-13T20:26:06Z the smith- how soon is now shit. today really sucked...sigh...my heart feels like its being plucked out by seagulls. seagulls represent the ocean or mother ocean. i hate my mom. she was yelling at me today to clean my room....she hit me...well not really i made that up....she didnt yell at me either. i just hate her. curse, curse the blood that runs through my veins. i cant believe i came from her wretched womb. crap. crap. i &lt;/3 life. i &lt;3 pain....emma yelled at me today for not working in tiger. maybe i shouldnt be writing in this.....i hate live journal. im going to kill it....or me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:letscryaboutit:573 2004-10-05T04:38:07Z 2004-10-05T04:38:07Z hey guys. another day. same old stuff. i cant remember the last time i smiled. today at school i was walking by jenny and i said hi and she didnt respond. derek told me she just didnt hear me, but i think she hates me.....i cant remember the last time i smiled. i think ill write a poem<br /> i<br /> cant remember the last time i smiled<br /> i<br /> think it was a long long time ago<br /> in<br /> a galaxy far far away<br /> if<br /> a galaxy was my heart<br /> it<br /> would be a black hole<br /> i<br /> cant remember the last time i smiled<br />its so bad i know but i just needed to get some of those feelings off my chest. i hope you dont read it. but im going to put it up anyway.....for some reason. bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:letscryaboutit:362 2004-10-03T18:50:09Z 2004-10-03T18:50:09Z hey guys,<br /> today i woke up and had breakfast and it made me start thinking about how im eating somthing that never got a chance to live and it made me so sad. im going to cry now bye.