letscryaboutit

poop= how i feel

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 20:26:06 GMT

shit. today really sucked...sigh...my heart feels like its being plucked out by seagulls. seagulls represent the ocean or mother ocean. i hate my mom. she was yelling at me today to clean my room....she hit me...well not really i made that up....she didnt yell at me either. i just hate her. curse, curse the blood that runs through my veins. i cant believe i came from her wretched womb. crap. crap. i </3 life. i <3 pain....emma yelled at me today for not working in tiger. maybe i shouldnt be writing in this.....i hate live journal. im going to kill it....or me.

::sigh::

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 04:38:07 GMT

hey guys. another day. same old stuff. i cant remember the last time i smiled. today at school i was walking by jenny and i said hi and she didnt respond. derek told me she just didnt hear me, but i think she hates me.....i cant remember the last time i smiled. i think ill write a poem
i
cant remember the last time i smiled
i
think it was a long long time ago
in
a galaxy far far away
if
a galaxy was my heart
it
would be a black hole
i
cant remember the last time i smiled
its so bad i know but i just needed to get some of those feelings off my chest. i hope you dont read it. but im going to put it up anyway.....for some reason. bye

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 18:50:09 GMT

hey guys,
today i woke up and had breakfast and it made me start thinking about how im eating somthing that never got a chance to live and it made me so sad. im going to cry now bye.